ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6360064
Everyone makes stupid decisions though, it'll get better, I assure you. :3
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sarahlikesbands* · 1 decade ago on quote 6360064
thats good to know (:
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6360064
First of all, cutting doesn't mean you're stupid. Not cutting is a hell of alot harder than it looks. It takes a huge amount of self control, and everyone who self harms, knows exactly what you're going through. It takes time, but it does get easier. Quit telling yourself the situation is stupid, because it's not. I get myself worked up over tiny little things, it's just the way I've always been. People deal with things in different ways, and certain situations seem much worse, but never the less, they still have some effect on you and you have every right to react to it. You have to remember that it's not your fault. Things happen, and more often than not, it's something you have no control over.
You're beautiful, please try and remember that. and for the record, I haven't wasted my time. (': xoxo
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sarahlikesbands* · 1 decade ago on quote 6360064
I just made a lot of stupid decisions that I can't deal with.... thank you (:
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6360064
Everyone makes stupid decisions though, it'll get better, I assure you. :3
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sarahlikesbands* · 1 decade ago on quote 6360064
thats good to know (:
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6358833
YOU B*TCHES. o;

I mean, thank you b*tches. :c
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6356782
(':
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6287326
fealt? *felt. D; and omg it was! She done the cutest smile after, and then gave me a massive hug. I was about crying. (': xo
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6284555
Thank you for all the positive comments, it means so much.
My faith in humanity has been slightly restored. (': xo
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6284555
aha, I was very shocked. I remember downing some very strong wine right after he told me, and it's still not totally sunk in. I won't give up though. It's going to be a struggle, I know that, but when I say I'm there for someone, I mean it, even if they change gender, because it doesn't make them different as a person. :3 He said something about he'd be able to have T injections earlier if he got a girlfriend who know about him (that he's a girl), and I'm thinking I might let him say he's with me. I mean if it's going to make him happy. (': I'll have a massive chat with him tomorrow about everything and find out what's what, because obviously it's still very early, and I want to make sure that this is defiantly what he wants to do.
Not meaning that I'm trying to tear him away from it, but this is a massive decision and I want to make sure it's what he wants to do before anything major happens and he won't be able to change back, if this is making any sense? D; xo
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6284555
Thank you, it really does mean a lot. and thanks for the tip! Everything is just really confusing atm, because it's not been that long and I'm still in the habit of saying Shannon, she, and hers. Like, they just come out. I will try my hardest though, and if the wrong pronoun slips out again, I shall correct myself! :3 and I'm really sorry your friends weren't supportive, and if you ever need someone to chat to, then please don't hesitate to do so! and thanks guys, I'll tell him tomorrow when I see him. :3 xo
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6284555
Thank you, so much. (': I'm nothing special though. I'm just someone who tries to be nice. :3 I mean, I've grown up around gay people, and I started watching documentaries from a young age, and idk, respecting people and treating them equally is just something that's always made sense to me. and I know how tough it is, I'm still in the process of coming out that I'm bi, and it is tough, but you have to put yourself in their shoes. If it was you, how would you want people to react? Quite frankly I'd want people to accept me, which I guess is why I don't tend to freak out. Anyway, I've rambled on enough. I just thought I'd try and explain how I think. {: xo
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6284555
You see, I physically don't understand how someone could do that. Like, I like being there for people and I like knowing that people trust me. I think that being horrible is just pointless. I even try and make my insults funny, so people don't take them seriously.. Anyway, thank you. and omg right, if you think the sentence was funny, you should have seen the state of it. She mixed lard, eggs, brown sauce, tinned hotdogs and salt together in a pan, and then made me eat it. Baring in mind, I can't eat eggs, and it looked like something my dog threw up. What's actually surprising is that it didn't actually taste that bad.. (':
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6284555
Her birth name was Shannon, so I suggested Shane because it was the closest name I could think of, and she liked it. (': I want to call her Dean though, because she has the sarcasm of Dean from Supernatural. Either that, or Jack because she reminds me of Jack Sparrow, ahahaha. and I was never scared. It was quite a bit to take in, but I've been there for her throughout everything that's happened in her life, and this isn't going to be any different. I mean, she's not going to change as a person and she's always been a guy around me, so. It was obviously a little weird at first, but I think that was more because I had no idea, but we spoke about it in person, and then she made me an omelette so we're all good. :3 xo
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6246256
http://www.sheepproductions.com/billy/ works. - But you have to use something like http://mp3skull.com/ for the music. You right click the download link and 'copy link address' then paste it on billy and name it. It's not as complicated as it sounds, but billy only allows 5 songs, however I've found a way to add more, so if you need any help then feel free to ask. :3
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6244919
hi steve. :3
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6230679
I've only just seen your comment omg, but I told my Mum and she responded in a way where it seemed like she didn't understand. meh. ._.
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6230539
I ran over Rebecca Black, and then killed myself.. Seems legit.
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6220128
I'm guessing people are using mobiles then, because it's not changed on here. (':
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 6214756
Ahahaha, my full name is plastered all over. ><
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ThatWeirdKidThatNobodyLikes · 1 decade ago on quote 5837134
Unless you're an 80 year old paedophile, you're not a creeper. {: and thank you, I feel special. XD xo
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