It's going to take all my will power to not text him at all anymore. He's hurt me and I just need to let go and move on. I don't know if he meant to be mean or if he's just joking, but he took it to far. I used to love him, but now he's just tearing me down. It's a New Year I need a fresh start. A chance to be myself and not try to be the girl he wants me to be. I deserve better. We've become so close, but I just can't do it anymore. I hope I'm strong enough to not talk to him.