Yeahh..
So can I ask you a question?
sure!
So, can you please just tell me what happend? We haven't talked in two weeks, & thats the longest we've never not talked.. That sounds crazy, but it's true. I first started talking to you a year&3 months ago. We used to talk nonstop. I loved it. I've liked you that whole time. We had ups&downs, but we got through it. The past month we haven't talked much though. & when we did, it was short&boring conversations. Nothing like it used to be. I jsut want to know what happend. Is there someone else? Did you make you that mad? Are you embarrassed of me? The last time we hung out I posted on your wall, & it wasn't there later that day. So im guessing you deleted it. I remember I asked you,"are we ever going to be girlfriend/boyfriend?" and you said "maybe". I took it, thinking that we would become that some day. After all we have been acting like it. Or was it just friends with benefits like most people told me it was? I didn't want to believe them. I kept holding on. Ive been holding all this in for forever. I don't tell people my feelings. But this really has been bugging me. I really hope you're not mad at me for sending this. Please, I just want to know.
After an 8 page message expressing my feelings, he doesn't even reply. We were having a conversation before this so I know he had his phone with him. It hurt so much </3