Kisshu was on his knees as he felt the tears fall.
He sat there quietly sobbing as he held onto her note.
He had found it in her room, laying on her bed the night before.
She had wrote it for him. And according to the Others, she had wanted to send it to him, but sadly couldn’t. The note was written to show him what she truly felt for him, after he had left.
He lay a dozen red roses down on top of her grave.
He slowly opened her note as yet another small tear fell, and in a gentle whisper, he read the note Out loud.
“Dear Kisshu.
I can’t eat, sleep or breath when you are on my mind." He smiled softly to himself as another tear slid down his cheek and onto the note, he sniffled and wiped away the tears as he continued,
“Ever since the day you guys left, all I could ever do, was think of you,"
The way your eyes shined with mischief and glee. Your sweet fanged grin, and your lush green hair."
When you left all those years ago, I realized on that day, the day you risked your life for me, the day you lay in my arms, I realized on that day, that deep down, I truly did love you after all."
He cried full heartedly and whispered her name, then continued to read out loud, “After you left, I couldn’t help but miss you, your touch, your eyes, your voice and smirk, your grin and your smile, even your smell, but most of all, I missed your love."
I hadn’t realized how big apart of my life you had become. And when you left, you took it with you. You left so quickly, I didn’t even get a chance to say good bye. And because of you, my heart ached and pained till I could take it no more, and I gave up waiting for you, my dearest... Kisshu..."
As he finished reading the note, darkness fell over the grave yard, he didn’t care as he clutched the note to his heart, it smelt of strawberries, Ichigo’s favourite.
Thunder cackled over head, laughing at his pain as he cried her name, only to be carried away in the wind
He felt a small rain drop as it splashed onto his head, but he didn’t move, just sat there crying.
After what felt like forever, he looked up to her grave, and in desperate need of her, he flung his arms around the tombstone with her name on it, as the rain came pouring down.
He whispered softly “Why did you leave Ichigo? Why? How could you kill yourself? Why would you Kill yourself? Oh Ichigo, koneko-chan, I miss you so much, please come back to me. My heart belongs to you Ichigo, and no one else, please Ichigo, wait for me, we’ll be together soon..." he summoned one of his daggers as he let go of Ichigo’s tombstone.
He lifted the dagger to his heart as he said softly, “Ichigo I know this is crazy, but I can’t imagine living without you, this is what I have to do to be happy. Why should I keep living, if you are not here with me?"
With that said he pulled the dagger four inches away from his heart and shut his eyes, getting ready to ram it into his chest, when a white, slightly tangible hand was gently placed upon his own, he looked up and gasped as he dropped the dagger and stared up into the dark, empty gaze, of Ichigo Momomiya.
“K-Koneko-chan...?" Kisshu whispered in disbelief, She didn’t look down at him, just stood there with an empty, death gaze, staring at nothing, as she spoke words without a voice ‘Don’t do this Kisshu, it’s not the way’ He heard the words yet she hadn’t moved, not a twitch, nor a tilt, not even a single flicker of movement, her words had come but her mouth had not moved, Kisshus’ eyes shot open as the dagger fell out of his hands, he looked around frantically, but she was no where to be seen.
He sighed as he picked it up again, “It was just Your imagination, Kisshu, Get a grip." He then took the dagger to his heart once again.
And with his last breaths, he breathed out the words “I love you... koneko-chan..." And with that said he delivered the final force, falling to the floor with a loud THUD, a smile on his face as he took his final breath and said, “Ko...Ne...Ko...Chan" his eyes shut and he was engulfed in an endless slumber....