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Im15BisexualAndAwesome
My names Kat.
Katherine Jade.
You can call me Jade.
Ihave a girlfriend named Aliah; Shes amazing shes in the pictures Above, Along with my amazing friends. And my now ex boyfriend and current bestfriend Jeydon. My nasty habbits are smoking, cutting and drinking. and ill admit to it, because the cuts are so deep, its almost impossible not to see them, And when youve never showed up any were sober, people start to notice. I love cuddling, and laughing, And climbing trees I live with my mom and her methhead boyfriend.. But i manage. Im Insane, but you'll get used to it. Thats all I gotta say.
So smoke some weed, Take a shot, And shut your mouth.
♥ Live

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December 30, 2012 10:14pm UTC

I remember the night we broke up, I was annoyed with you, because you canceled our date two nights in a row. I didnt think anything of it. then you called me, you asked if we could talk, and I knew then by the tone of your voice something wasnt right. our little chat wasnt plesent, but it wasnt awful. there was no yelling, or screaming, or crying of any sort. you just told me it wasnt going to work because I hung out with another guy. I thought you trusted me, so that made me angry, but I wasnt going to yell. I was sad, but I couldnt bring tears to my eyes. I wouldnt let myself. you hung up. I went to sleep. I did nothing the next day, nothing at all. sat in bed and stared at the wall, I didnt get on my computer, I didnt check my phone, I just sat and did nothing. I didnt sit and cry, or scream, and get mad. no. I did nothing. then later that night, I thought back, on all the memories I shared with you. my favorite was when you came over and we took a bubble bath, and turned the lights off and had candles everywere. there is still candle wax on the floor in my bathroom. I remeber looking over in the dim light, and seeing out clothes on the floor, and looking across me and seeing your face, and realizing you are all I want. I realized I love you. I wouldnt tell you, but thats when I knew. I didnt tell anyone. then later that night, I remember our first date, we had been friends before that, but finally we went on a date. I remember you saw my scars on my arm. you kissed every single one of them. I didnt cut since then. but that night i took out my blades, and shredded my skin, on my arms and my legs and my stomache and my shoulders and even my feet. I ignored the fact that I had to see my therapist the next day. when the damage was done, I went to sleep. the next day at my therapist she asked to see my wrists, as she always asked. I refused to show her. she made me, and then asked me why. I wouldnt tell her. I stopped talking. finally I just got up and walked out. the whole time I knew it was because I had some hope that you would kiss my scars again. you never did, and never will again.
And today is your 18th birthday. Happy f*cking birthday babe.

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June 15, 2012 11:18pm UTC

I still dont know if i love you, or i hate you. I dont know my feelings for you, all i know, is they hurt. I dont want to feel like this anymore. But i dont know how to stop it.

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June 1, 2012 4:44pm UTC

Sometimes...
I stare at the walls in my room, and I draw what I see.
I usually see stuff like bright colors, and pretty trees, and objects, or places that I would love to take pictures of. I see my happy place, It doesnt exist yet, but I will find it one day. I see what it will look like. Then, It all goes black. and I realize even If I'm happy, Im alone. and that scares me.
Alot of people think I'm crazy...
They dont realize they're right.
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May 21, 2012 11:37pm UTC

My mom pointed at my hip the other day and pointed out my discusting stretch marks.. what nobody really knows, there not stretch marks, there scars.

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May 20, 2012 11:20pm UTC

im here for them, and I make sure there okay, and he tells me shes crying. He doesnt know im crying too. he doesnt know im cutting at my hips, the feeling i get when i tare open my skin, the way i feel when i burn my flesh, he doesnt know, im not hungry.
they think im better.
There so wrong.

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May 20, 2012 11:05pm UTC

Im going to stop eating again.

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May 20, 2012 9:15pm UTC

The girls with the...
Prettiest hair, Best make up, Cutest clothes,
The ones that always look perfect, the ones that smile all
day everyday, The ones that seem to have the best lives,
Are the ones who tear open their skin the most often.

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May 17, 2012 11:14pm UTC

In need of a witty bestfriend!
I dont care who you are or what your like, as long as your gay pride, and you will talk to me.
...I cant stand Homophobes.
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May 11, 2012 7:10pm UTC

I will never forget
The first time I kissed you. It was a tuesday morning, in spring. You came over to my house with tyler, and he said sorry my friends had to come with me.I said it was fine, and as we went into my room, I could hear the boys wrestling in my living room. I came out, and you were eating chips you found in the kitchen. you looked up at me and smiled, and put the bag under your shirt as if I didnt already see it. Tyler came out of my room, talking to his mom on the phone, he hung up and said he had to run, kissed my cheek and then ran out. I wasnt dating him. We were just good friends. I looked at you. You said,' Hi, im Dawson, this is Dillon.' Tanner soon came bursting threw my front door wanting to hang out. I told them to leave. I said my mom was going to be home soon, and she hates when guys like you are over when shes not home. You could clearly tell they were potheads. He said he didnt want to leave. I agrued with him. He was smiling as we fought. First fight and we hardly knew eachothers names. I couldnt stop staring at your smile. your lips were the pefrect pale-ish pink shade, and the top of your lip was pointed at the tips, it went slightly over your bottom lip. Then you said, fine, well leave if you kiss all three of us. 'No way!' I screeched. But at this point, I just wanted them out. I leaned in and kissed tanner really quick, I headed towards dillion but he wasnt like the other boys. no expeirence what so ever, so he didnt take my kiss. I moved towards you. I leaned in to peck you. But you grabbed my hips, and pulled me in, I grabbed onto the back of your neck and pulled on your redish brown hair a bit, just playfully. It was magic. I thought Id never see you then, And id be left with that amazing memory, but instead, you showed up at my house almost everyday that summer, and off and on for two years after that. Sometimes leaving us fighting, sometimes us feeling more inlove then ever. but now, here we are. Not sure if we hate eachother or love eachother. But all I know, Is it is destroying me.
You will forever be in my memory, I will never forget you, I'll never forget that day, or all the days for the past 2 years after that. You are forever a part of my life. And I hate it.

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April 19, 2012 11:23pm UTC

♥The terrified feeling you get...
When someone notices your scars.

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April 16, 2012 9:50pm UTC

The truth is I still want you. I dont want you, I need you. I need you, so bad. Youve said some a w f u l things to me. but did that stop me from wanting you? no. I kept going back, Realizing im only happy when I'm with you. I need you in that way. When I'm not with you, Im thinking of you, and how much you hate me. Thinking of that, Makes me hurt myself. You dont even know me anymore. Its been so long. and now you have her. And what am I to you? Nothing. Absolutley nothing. Im sorry for being so pathetic, Im sorry I'm not good enough for you, Maybe if I was skinnier, or If I wore more make up, Or if I had clothes like her, If I gave you what you wanted like she does, If my hair fell the way hers does, Maybe if my eyes were a differnt shade, Maybe if I smoked, and Drank more, Like her. Maybe then youd like me, Maybe then,
Id be good enough.
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March 28, 2012 12:17am UTC

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His Heart,
Really skipped a beat...
I know,
Because I was listening to his heartbeat;
While my ear was pressed gently against his chest.♥

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March 26, 2012 12:33pm UTC

My life is hard too.
But am I mean to him because of it?
No.♥
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March 25, 2012 1:37am UTC

I can't be left alone,
I try too hurt myself again.
♥
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March 15, 2012 10:55pm UTC

And I'm just over here like,
What, Am I invisable or some thing?♥

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posted a quote
March 14, 2012 10:51pm UTC

I Wish I was
Her
So my soulution. . .
Is Simple;
I Act like I'm;
HER.