Him,
i love him. all his flaws, and everything he hates about himself, i love. he understands me, accepts who i am as a person. he doesnt want me to change. hes the only one who noticed me, who cares. he calls himself fat, and hes not. hes the one for me, and i for him. and if only he knew, if only he knew my feelings that im too afraid to say out loud for fear of him running away, if only he knew them, maybe he will feel the same way. and i thank him for always being there for me, and i will never leave. im not like the girls he knows, those whom he trusted and had turn against him, betray him, his heart, and his love. i am not like them and i never will be. he knows that. and he knows i will always be right here, whenever he needs me.
and if only he knew i wrote this, maybe he will feel the same way i do. but he will never know. he broke through my walls and barriers by just being a friend. hes the only one who i take a chance with and know he will never betray me. and i love him.