I made you promise you wouldnt hurt me
And you did.. we made a promise to eachother
I didnt know what i was doing
But it happend and im sorry, I know he was your best friend
But it didnt mean anything..
The conversation goes on
Im begging you to stay, but you cant get over it
I hurt you..and its killing me
But you wont see past that and give me another chance
You say "when i f*ck up i dont get second chances"
I sit and cry.. knowing that i messed up
You tell me you dont want anything you wanted before
And my heart feels like its ripped into 1000 pieces..
I try with all i have to beg you to stay..
Your last words are im sorry, good night
The next day at school.. you walk right past me
And the look of hurt in your eyes..
It cut sharper into me then anything could
I want to cry out and tell you how sorry i am
But its not like you listen..
You stop in the hallway, give me that look
And give me a big hug...and said goodbye
That was the last thing you said..
Now im here alone..
People tell me that its going to be okay
But they dont understand..
I tell them im going insane
And they say dont do anything stupid
And all i have to say is..
Dont worry, im already dead
I hurt my boyfriend and now he is gone, everything is done over one BIG stupid mistake made by me.. and to think i was the one telling him not to hurt me.. i love him more then life itself and hes gone and now i am left alone and it kills..
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