At 11:11 ;
I don't wish for him back...
or even for him to have anything to do with me ....
I don't sit in self pity , asking
"Why doesn't he love me any more?"
Yeah, Maybe I did love him & Yeah , Maybe just maybe he loved me back....
ONE thing is for sure , We had a DAMN GOOD run....
and, I wouldn't trade the memories of us for anything ,
I'm not gonna lie , there are nights I miss him...
BUT, then I think to myself...
WOW, God has gave me a GLIMPSE of who he has out there for me,
& Let me tell you ,
Once I find him , ALL the heartache every single bit of it...
will be WORTH it...
Because this time , I'll get it right
& ; Have HEAVEN on earth .......♥