HEY NAN,
It was your birthday yesterday.. the first one ever that I didn't get to spend with you.. and I'm sorry about that. When I look back on this year, it's like I've spent almost all of it without you. And I didn't even get to say goodbye in January. So I guess as this year's ending, I guess this is my goodbye. It's not forever.. but I guess it's just to let you know that I miss you, and this year hasn't been the same. I don't think you'd have been as proud of me this year, but knowing you, you probably would have been proud. You always were. I missed you this Christmas... and I missed coming round, asking for jelly & ice-cream and bread and butter. We could have played scrabble or frustration or something.. because that was when things were great. I guess everything happens for a reason though, and if your reason was to go to heaven then you probably had a good one. At least you're with grandad and sonny now though, and you should be in a happier place. Just watch over Dad, yeah? Next year I'm going to college, I'll bet you're proud of that ey? You're little ray of sunshine all grown up, starting college? You know, I would have come to see you after college sometimes, catching the bus by myself, I'd have come and seen you before I went home. But i'll see you some day... that I can promise you. We'll meet again someday, only time can telll.
There's never a day when I don't think about you Nan.
R.I.P ♥
Keep the sun shining for me, yeah?
I love you so much Nan, and I'll never forget you,
Love always, Dani xxxx