I just need to be reminded that the way things were back then are a lot different than they way they are now. I am a different person. I was molded over time by different people and experiences. The old me is in here, but as I aged I grew as a person and have progressed so far from that girl I was four years ago. I'm still awesome though. So awesome.
~ Survey ~ 1. What is your middle name? - Caroline 2. How old are you? 18 3. When is your birthday? - March 12th 4. What is your zodiac sign? - Pisces 5. What is your favourite colour? - Black and blue 6. What's your lucky number? - 12 & 5 7. Do you have any pets? - Nope 8. where are you from? - New York 9. How tall are you? - 5'6 10. What shoe size are you? - 9.5 11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? - many 12. What was your last dream about? - Spending time with my fav 13. What talents do you have? - I'm artsy...kind of obsessed with photoshop 14. Are you psychic in any way? - not really. I got the whole deja vu thing but that's it 15. Favourite song? - The Judge, Polarize, Doubt by Twenty One Pilots, at the moment. 16. Favourite movie? - Age of Ultron or any Marvel movie really 17. Who would be your ideal partner? - someone who's a giant dork and treats me right 18. Do you want children? - Yes 19. Do you want a church wedding? - Yeah I guess 20. Are you religious? - Kind of 21. Have you ever been in a hospital? - mmhm 22. Have you ever gotten in trouble with the law? - Nope 23. Have you ever met any celebrities? - A few 24. Bath or showers? - Showers 25. What colour socks are you wearing? - white and blue/pink 26. Have you ever been famous? - lol no but my family has. 27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? - Nah 28. What kind of music do you like? - I'm not very picky 29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? - Nope 30. How many pillows do you sleep with? - two 31. What position do you usually sleep in? - stomach 32. How big is your house? - average 33. What do you typically have for breakfast? - waffles 34. Have you ever fired a gun? - Nope, they wouldn't let me 35. Have you ever tried archery? - Yeah! 36. Favourite clean word? - drat 37. Favourite swear word? - f/uck or s.hit 38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep? - I don't even know 39. Do you have any scars? - yes. 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? - Apparently so, I just found this out???? 41. Are you a good liar? - LOL no 42. Are you a good judge of character? - I'm getting better 43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? - nope n44.Do you have a strong accent? - I don't think so 45. What is your favourite accent? - British or Irish or Scottish 46. What is your personality type? - I'm usually happy and like to listen to people. 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? - Prom dress 48. Can you curl your tongue? - mmhm 49. Are you an innie or an outie? - innie 50. Left or right handed? - right handed 51. Are you scared of spiders? -They're gross 52. Favourite food? - Just feed me 53. Favourite foreign food? - feeeeeed meeee 54. Are you a clean or mess person? - messy lolol 55. Most used phrase? - Rad 56. Most used word?-Rad, dork 57. How long does it take for you to get ready? - fifteen minutes 58. Do you have much of an ego? - nope 59. Do you suck or bite a lollipop? - Both 60. Do you talk to yourself? - Yup 61. Do you sing to yourself? - yeah 62. Are you a good singer? - haha no 63. Biggest fear? failure probably. also being outside at night alone. 64. Are you a gossiper? kind of. I don't spread stuff though. 65. Best dramatic movie you've ever seen? - I don't even know omg 66. Do you like long or short hair? - both, but long on me 67. Can you name all 50 states of America? - give me a few minutes and I can 68. Favourite school subject? - Art 69. Extrovert or introvert? - ...ambivert? 70. Have you ever been scuba diving? - nah 71. What makes you nervous? - college (also at the same time it doesn't) 72. Are you scared of the dark? - not if I'm with someone or in my room 73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? - sometimes 74. ARe you ticklish? - yes 75. Have you ever started a rumor? - nope 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? - yeah 77. Have you ever drank underage? - nope 78. Have you ever done drugs? - nope 79. WHo was your first real crush? - Thomas? 80. How many piercings do you have? - just my ears for now 81. Can you roll your Rs? - lol naaaah 82. How fast can you type? - relatively fast 83. How fast can you run? - LOL running 84. What colour is your hair? - blonde 85. What colour are your eyes? - blue or grey-blue depending on the day 86. What are you allergic to? stress 87. Do you keep a journal? - more like a tumblr 88. What do your parents do? - work 89. Do you like your age? - Yes 90. What makes you angry? - Not much. 91. Do you like you own name? - Yeah 92. Have you alreay thought of baby names and if so what are they? - Not recently, actually 93. Do you want a boy or a girl for a child? - either one will be nice 94. what are your strengths? - I'm artsy and can bounce back fairly quickly 95. What are your weaknesses? - Overthinking 96. How did you get your name? - It was my great aunt's I think 97. Were your ancestors royalty? nah 98. Do you have any scars? - Yes 99. Colour of your bedspread? - grey and green 100. Colour of your room? - Green, but not for long...
. intimacy is not who you let touch you. Intimacy is who you text at 3 am about your dreams and fears. Intimacy is giving someone your attention, when ten other people are asking for it. Intimacy is the person always in the back of your mind, no matter how distracted you are.
LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE - Name: Caroline - Eye Color: blue - Hair Style/Color: straight blonde hair - Height: 5"6 - Clothing style: casual/comfy - Best physical feature: my eyes/smile LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE - Your fears: hurting the one I love, among other things. - Your guilty pleasure: KUWTK and eating too much chocolate - Ambitions for the future: to go to college and get my teaching degree LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS - Your first thoughts waking up: I need sleep - What you think about most: someone. And work, actually - What you think about before bed: my entire day - You think your best quality is: I'm a good listener, LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER? - Single or group dates: Single - To be loved or respected: Both - Beauty or brains: brains. - Dogs or cats: both LAYER FIVE: DO YOU? - Lie: I try not to often - Believe in yourself: Absolutely - Believe in love: Yeah, - Want someone: haha yeah LAYER SIX: EVER? - Been on stage: Yeah - Done drugs: nope - Changed who you were to fit in: yeah, a while back LAYER SEVEN: -Favorite color: blue/black/grey/purple/green - Favorite animal: RED PANDAS - Favorite movie: Harry Potter, The Grand Budapest Hotel - Favorite game: hm LAYER EIGHT: AGE - Day your next birthday will be: March 12th - How old will you be: 19 - Does age matter: not really, unless they're waaay younger/older. LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL - Best personality: someone who is honest, funny, and a good listener. - Best eye color: any - Best hair color: Any hair colour. - Best thing to do with a partner: spend time together. LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE - I love: Paramore - I feel: kinda sick - I hide: parts of my past - I miss: my sanity. - I wish: to study abroad