PainIsMyLife

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Hi everyone. My name is Amber Lynn and I made this account to vent about my life and my problems. I have another account on Witty, but all my friends follow me on that one, and I don't want to worry them with all of the things that go on in my mind. I don't want to worry them. I cut, I have an eating disorder, and I'm bisexual. Obviously I am a target for bullying. And have been for almost 10 years. I like to sing and draw. I'm not too good at singing, but I'm pretty good at drawing. I have a lot of pain in my life and have had that for almost 8 years now, when my mom committed suicide. Well that;s me. I don't know how often I will be on this account. But when I am, it'll most likely to vent about something that happened. So if you don't want to hear it, then get off my page please.

PainIsMyLife
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June 1, 2012 5:57am UTC

sticks and stones will break my bones, but words will hurt the most
you act like i'm not there, and treat me like a ghost.
you point, you laugh, you snicker behind my back.
but one day, one little day, i'll be ready to attack.
you think i'm so small, and all i do is hide,
but every day i go home and cry, cry, cry.
you think you know me, but all you know is my name,
so maybe the next time you see my cuts, you'll know who to blame.
you'll know it's you who caused them, but act like you don't,
but now maybe you'll think twice before that pen, pencil, ball of paper is thrown.
i know you're insecure, hurt, sad, and angry,
but it doesn't mean you can build yourself up by making fun of me.
i know i'm different, but so are you,
but to make a change, it takes two.
two little things, kindness and open-mindedness.
all i can ask now is, "please, please, please stop. haven't i had enough?"
you may think i'm weak, alone, but i'm tough.
but just because i'm tough and can put on a happy face, doesn't mean it's true,
but i'm not the one who should change. it's YOU.

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PainIsMyLife
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May 30, 2012 11:11am UTC

that moment when as soon as you leave the class you're in, you're going to throw up everything you ate for lunch. because you're too fat. and nothing seems to be enough for society these days.

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May 29, 2012 11:34am UTC

i'm so close to tears right now, it's hard to keep it in. but somehow i'll manage. i always do. i make it seem like i'm ok when i'm not. far from it really.

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PainIsMyLife
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May 29, 2012 11:24am UTC

why can't i win? i always mess it up.
#ForeverAlone

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