This Wasn't Part
of the Plan..
Chapter 40 Part 2
I pushed open the doors and looked around the lot for him and his familiar black car. I saw him leaning against it, hands in pockets as the wind blew through his dark hair. He was talking to his friends and laughing. His smile made me smile and I quickly hid my face so no one would see me smile awkwardly at nothing.
“Why won’t you let me walk you home?” Zac asked again making me jump.
“Jesus Zac, don’t scare a person like that.” I told him spinning around while placing a hand over the frantic beating of my heart..
He smiled, “You were always so easy to scare.” He laughed shaking his head, “some things never change.”
“and some do. Look Zac I don’t need you to walk me home alright.” I told him turning away from him.
He caught my arm and my heart skipped, damn. “I’m sorry, for everything alright Valerie. I made a huge mistake when we first dated, I realized that the day we broke up and I never really got over it. I still care about a lot and I’ve missed you ever since you left. Val you’re my best friend.”
A tear ran down my cheek and I quickly wiped it away, it doesn’t matter I tried to tell myself but the tears and the way my stomach turned I knew I cared.
“Why? Why did you do it if you cared? Not once Zac but twice, twice.” I emphasized, “I gave you everything I had, I trusted you and you betrayed me. The stupid thing was I trusted you twice.” I told him and he looked at me with a pained expression on his face. “But what hurt me the most was I never saw it coming, even the second time,” I gave a dark, short laugh before continuing, “You were my best friend and coming here doesn’t change what you did, saying you’re sorry doesn’t take the pain of what you did away.” I croaked out as a sob rose in my throat.
“Val please we were young and I was stupid. I didn’t mean to hurt you.” He said wiping my tears away, I flinched and turned my head from his comforting hands.
“I know.” I told him carefully keeping my voice in check.
“Vals we were fifteen...”
“I know.” I cut him off.
“Please I-,” He tried.
“No. Zac listen this has all been too much for one day okay I just need some time.” I mumbled.
“I get it, but please don’t throw away our friendship. I care about you and I would never hurt you on purpose.”
I nodded my head slowly as I looked up searching his dark blue eyes, they were full of sorrow and regret. My stomach turned again as I found myself forgiving him already.
“I have to go.” I told him quickly going down the stairs and into the lot when my eyes met his honey eyes and I ran the last few steps and flew into his already open arms.
“Its okay I got you.” He whispered as he tightened his hold on me.
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So I posted this on wattpad, along with pictures
http://www.wattpad.com/3228889-this-wasn%27t-part-of-the-plan
Thanks so much for the comments!
What do you think of Zac? Do you think she should forgive him?