Dear Diary
Lately Ive Been Thinking Alot Bout That One Guy I Have the BIGGEST Crush On. People Tell Me I Should Tell Him That I Like Him So That In Case He Likes Me Back We Wont Go Forever Without knowing Eachothers Feelings & The Worst Thing He Can Say Is no . I find It Sad That Hes Become my Whole Life & That Im Nothing In His Sometimes I Even Bother Liking Anyone Bceause Its Pretty Obvious That Im Not Good Enough For Any Guy Around Here ! I Hope I Dont Jinx Myself But I Hope Things Go Back To How They Were .. Things Are Changing Too Fast For Me to Hanlde .Everyday I Become More & More Depressed & All Because Of A Guy . A Guy I Fell Inlove With Because His Beautiful Eyes, His Beautiful Smile , His Beautiful Personality . People Think That When I Call Him Beautiful That Im Playinq Around But No , I Actually Mean It . Hes The Most Beautiful Person I Met. Honestly, I Think He Completes Me Bcus Whenever Im Away From Him I Feel Loenly & Left w. A Empty Hole In my Heart .. Im Not Trying To Be Cheesy & Sh*t But Thats How I Feel . I Wanna Become his Bestfriend ! But He Always Seems To Push Me Away :( Sometimes I Feel Like I Annoy Him & That He Hates Me ... I Hate Being A Teenager !!! I Hate Feeling So Much Pain In my Heart Bcus Of A Guy Bro !! A Guy !! I Always Used To Say "Why Do Girls Cry For Guys !? ' They're Just Guys ! Nothing Special ." But Now I See Why . Guys Say Things To Girls That Make Them Fall Inlove When They Dont Reaally Mean To & The Girl Is Left Hearbroken .. The Day I Have A "Deep" Conversation With Him , Will Be The Day my Life Is Complete. Wether I Go Out With Him Or Not, I Think I Will Always Have Feelings For Him . Have You Ever Like Thought That The Person You Always think About, Probably Never Thinks About You ? .. Thats How I Feel Every Second Of My Life ! I Litteraly Sped Everyday thinking About Him . I Need Help Man. I Dont Think I Can Keep Living Depending On One Guy That Doesnt Give A Sh*t About Me .Well Yeahh Guess Thats It
Sincerely, ELoisa
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