Dear boy,
I know you have got somebody else in your life, but I can't help the way I feel, I'm going insane without you here. Things just aren't the same anymore and I know she will never let you go. So I cry myself to sleep thinking of what we could of been if you loved me. I remember when we started, like love at first sight. I was crazy for your kisses and your loving every night. They said we wouldn't make it, but we still stuck it through. My world wasn't complete if I wasn't right next to you and I've heard it said that "All good things come to an end."But you've torn my life to pieces when you ran away with her. Why? My mind was lost and I just couldn't understand. I'd give the world for you boy, ready to die right then. But maybe what we had was just a big mistake and sometimes love slowly turns into hate. I gave it all because of you, lost it all because of you. And after all this time, I think I'm finally over you. Boy, it's not that I don't love you, deep inside I always will. But you lost all my trust and I can never feel the way I did before you ever told me about her. You were like my world, now you come say that "You Belong With Me", but the only thing I've learned is you will always lie to me. "Once a liar, always a liar." that's what people say. How can I trust a bridge that let me fall in to my worst days. My worst nights, like falling off the edge of life. It's like being stabbed in the heart with a hundred knives. They say time heals pain, but I'm still waiting for that day. I'm tired of looking through your pictures everyday. But I admit, I start to wonder, if I gave you a second chance, would you do the same thing to me again? I just don't know what to say, you know after everything that happened?
I just can't start all over, I'm sorry.
NotYourAverageGirl