my ex boyfriend broke up with me about a week & a half ago.
and he blocked me from his life.
last night i changed my status on AIM & everything changed.
It wasn`t anything about being inlove with him.
it said "on to the next onee ;]"
but he liked it & everything changed .
he told me that he can`t take back what he said, but he wishes he could make it all up to me.
he told me he was just mad and he dosen`t know what got into him.
he told me he cried himself to sleep the night he broke up with me .
the night he broke up with me, it was about 2 a.m. & he said "Im sorry it had to end like this."
that killed me inside . i didn`t know what to do, i was crying so much that i couldn`t talk, i could barley breathe . in this case i was still alive but barley breathing .
i was on the phone with my best friend till 5 a.m.
it was a bad night .
i felt like dying,
nobody could see why o was so upset, but i was.
i didn`t know why, but i was .
I felt like i knew him my whole life & like we belong together .
I told him i wanted him back, he said he wanted me back too, he just needed some time, i asked him how long, he said not long at all.
i don`t see him much, so it`s hard .
but i know he loves me, and i know he would never do something to hurt me...
I need to get over my stage of jealousy, but i don`t know how..
& that`s the whole reason we broke up..
help ?
*true story
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