Dear me,
I have to say something to you about the way you're acting. The way you changed. I get it, things got tough. You had to be strong for way to long, but I hate you for just letting go after everything. I get it the memories haunt you, its hard to sleep. Concentrating is just as hard, when you try you just got lost in thoughts. Memories. I understand you wanted to give up let go. but its gone to far. This is your spiral I understand that, but don't loose all your contol. Thats all you've ever had. Control. You got good grades. Not anymore. Do you see those Ds and Cs on your report card. Prepare for an F. You always did your homework. Not anymore. You never got in trouble. Now you have no problem with it. You always cared. Not anymore. You need to get back your control before everything is ruined I understand thats hard, after all you're me.
-yourself