I hate that we broke up. I hate that I can't even look out you without every memory rushing back to my mind. I hate that we seem like an awkward couple but we have something special, and i know that you can feel it too,you just have to. i hate that you talk to me about her and i have to pretend that i don't care. i hate that i have to leave my lunch table because you sit there. i hate that she's tan, skinny, and pretty while i'm pale, fat, and hidiuos. i hate that choosing her over me is a choice that any guy would make. i hate that you cheated on me with her, right in front of my face than denied it. i hate that she will never love you like i did. i hate that you smile at me like you used to and i have to force one back. it's not okay, i'm not okay. i need you. but what i hate most of all, we won't get back together. </3
NMF