████████████████████ How can I miss you if you never would stay? If you need time I guess I'll go away. Inside me now, there's only heartache and pain. So where's the fire? You've become the rain. ████████████████████
Tell me when it's over. Wake me when I'm sober. These scars are too hard to hide. I should've known better. If only I could be strong enough to see that it's over. I wish I had never met you. 'Cause you were supposed to come back to me. Where are you now? I should've known better. *Should've Known Better - Sick Puppies
This fire rising through my being, Burning I'm not used to seeing you. I'm alive. I can feel you all around me, thickening the air I'm breathing. Holding on to what I'm feeling, savoring this heart that's healing. FLYLEAF
Hello, I'm your martyr. Will you be my gangster? Can you feel my trigger hand moving further down your back? When you hide, hide inside that body. But just remember that when I touch you, The more you shake, the more you give away. Wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all. Now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck. So fall into my eyes and fall into my lies. But don’t you forget. The more you turn away, the more I want you to stay. Cold (But I’m Still Here) - Evans Blue
It's 2:04am. I should be asleep. But I'm hyper. Not some ordinary hyper, hyper. Instead, I'm HYPER HYPER. It doesn't make sense, I know. I LIKE THIS FEELIN'. I don't know what got me this way. But I can guess. :3 Surely, this is the first, but most definitely not the last. I should suspend my consciousness. And awaken in the morning. :3 I doubt I'll sleep for more than 4 hours. That's how my days have been. Sleepless. I'm restless. Arguing at the moment. Well, not really. Watched drama at ad today. xD It was funny. And stupid. And sfhsry. It's 2:27am now. I should be off. c: Still a little hyper. Added with fright. I might be in some big trouble again. I can't believe you read all this. o;
I need help finding a book. o; It's called; She Said Yes: The Unlikely Martyrdom of Cassie Bernall by Misty Bernall. It's a memoir of one of the teenagers killed in the Columbine High School shootings. I haven't found it on any ebook websites, yet. I don't intend on buying the book, just wanna download. Help me?