I used to text him all the time
without even thinking about it.
&& now its like
"okay I don't wanna bother him"
"I'll text him tomorrow..."
"but what if he doesn't answer?!"
"maybe he thinks I'm annoying"
"if he wanted to talk he'd text me first"
"but maybe he's waiting for me to text him"
"he's probably talking to someone more important."
"He must've found someone better."
"Maybe he's with his friends, he won't wanna talk to me. or maybe he's at basketball practice..."
"ya know what ? I'm just turning my phone OFF."
♥