screaming crying yelling &staring at the phone. wishing blasting the loudest music you can find. searching for words. needing to be alone. feeling down. feeling alone. faking a smile. replaying memories over & over. trying to think. being up all night. crying when that one song comes on that reminds you of him. trying to persuade your family that you're a happy person when inside you're dying. disappointed with yourself. trying not to cry when you see him with another girl. bottling up emotions. not caring about how you look. afraid. looking through old pictures. thinking of how you could of done things different. needing someone to hold. tear stained pillows. feeling stupid. feeling worthless. trying to remember times before him. screaming. crying. yelling. staring at the phone. wishing. blasting the loudest music you can find. searching for words. needing to be alone. feeling down. feeling alone. faking a smile. replaying memories over & over. trying to think. being up all night. crying when that one song comes on that reminds you of him. trying to persuade your family that you're a happy person when inside you're dying. disappointed with yourself. trying not to cry when you see him with another girl. bottling up emotions. not caring about how you look. afraid. looking through old pictures. thinking of how you could of done things different. needing someone to hold. tear stained pillows. feeling stupid. feeling worthless. trying to remember times before him screaming crying. yelling. staring at the phone. wishing. blasting the loudest music you can find. searching for words. needing to be alone. feeling down. feeling alone. faking a smile. replaying memories over and over. trying to think. being up all night. crying when that one song comes on that reminds you of him. trying to persuade your family that you're a happy person when inside you're dying. disappointed with yourself. trying not to cry when you see him with another girl. bottling up emotions. not caring about how you look. afraid. looking through old pictures. thinking of how you could of done things different. needing someone to hold. tear stained pillows. feeling stupid. feeling worthless. trying to remember times before him. screaming. crying. yelling. staring at the phone. wishing. blasting the loudest music you can find. searching for words. needing to be alone. feeling down. feeling alone. faking a smile. replaying memories over and over. trying to think. being up all night. crying when that one song comes on that reminds you of him. trying to persuade your family that you're a happy person when inside you're dying. disappointed with yourself. trying not to cry when you see him with another girl. bottling up emotions. not caring about how you look. afraid. looking through old pictures. thinking of how you could of done things different. needing someone to hold. tear stained pillows. feeling stupid. feeling worthless. trying to remember times before him. screaming. crying. yelling. staring at the phone. wishing. blasting the loudest music you can find. searching for words. needing to be alone. feeling down. feeling alone. faking a smile. replaying memories over and over. trying to think. being up all night. crying when that one song comes on that reminds you of him. trying to persuade your family that you're a happy person when inside you're dying. disappointed with yourself. trying not to cry when you see him with another girl. bottling up emotions. not caring about how you look. afraid. looking through old pictures. thinking of how you could of done things different. needing someone to hold. tear stained pillows. feeling stupid. feeling worthless. trying to remember times before him. screaming. crying. yelling. staring at the phone. wishing. blasting the loudest music you can find. searching for words. needing to be alone. feeling down. feeling alone. faking a smile. replaying memories over and over. trying to think. being up all night. crying when that one song comes on that reminds you of him. trying to persuade your family that you're a happy person when inside you're dying. disappointed with yourself. trying not to cry when you see him with another girl. bottling up emotions. not caring about how you look. afraid. looking through old pictures. thinking of how you could of done things different. needing someone to hold. tear stained pillows. feeling stupid. feeling worthless. trying to remember times before him
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