My Life Right Now:
I'm sitting in my room, wondering why I am so upset when I'm so much better off than some people.
But it doesn't seem it right now.
My mom is yelling at my dad downstairs. It's just like two years ago, when they were thisclose to getting divorced.
I'm pining for my ex. I didn't realize what I had until he was gone. It's too bad he's completely in love with another girl now. Oh, well, he deserves better than me.
My grandmother and uncle are dead. It wasn't until I saw them in the casket that I realized how much I loved them, and now I have no chance to tell them.
My best friend told me I've changed lately. I don't want to change, I'm sorry, it's just too much.
This part scares me the most. I think I might be clincally depressed. If any of my friends see this, please, don't tell my parents. I promised them I'd never be like that. I promised myself. Help me, but don't let them know. I'm begging you.
I'm pushing away my friends and I don't know why. They've been nothing but kind to me.
I don't know what's wrong with me.