Yanno, my boyfriend is the best guy I have ever met. After seeing my mom go through all those guys leaving her after or only wanting her for one reason, it has always been hard for me to get close to guys. && Don't get me wrong, I have a lot of guy friends, but I would never let them closer than that. Since I met my boyfriend, I knew theer was something to like. He was gorgeous. He had a smile that lit the night. His eyes were blue like the sea. His body in the best shape a body could be in. & he was there for me. The first hug he ever gave me, I felt safe. I was warm. His body warmer than an errupting volcano but it was amazing. Now that I told him all this a year ago, we have always been close. Trying to figure out if we wanted to risk our friendship to be together. 2 months ago, we risked it. Now that me& him are together, I can't lose him. I would never be the same. He is the only guy I have ever loved & the only guy I want to love. His eyes still blue like the see but this time, when I look into them, I see me. His warmth isnt a once in awhile thing. Everytime he sees me, he hold me & I'm warmed. His hand much larger than mine, grabbing my hand with gental hands but tight enough that my hand wont fall out of his. When we are around his friends, he makes it obvious that I'm his & only his. He shows me to the world. He lets them know that the girl standing next to him, holding his hand is officially his. He kisses me infront of his friends & he tells me he lovesme every second he can. When we are on the phone, if he upsets me, before he goes to bed, he makes sure I'm happy when I go to bed. He never tells me I'm sexy or hot. He tells me I'm beautiful & gorgeous. He tells me that we are gunna be together forever & he never wants to lose me. His sweet, gental kisses eventually do turn into frisky out-going kisses but it's him. He started the school year being the big BA of school but now that I tell my friends what he is like and they can watch him in action, everyone still keeps a distance and dont mess with him, but they do know he is a sweet, loving guy. He even chose our song to be Perfect Two by Auburn. I had to let everyone know, I'm not bragging. I'm just showing my boyfriend to the world & I hope that when you took the time to read this, that you smiled. I hope that every girl or guy who reads this, finds someone worth keeping. I hope everyone the best of luck. (: Everyone says there is a difference between first love and true love. Well my first love, was him. Me him have fought through just about everything because of jealousy. That was before we were even together. He have been through pain & tears but we came together. Now he is my true love & not a single girl will take him from me. The only girl he will love more then me is our daughter<3
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