I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone, I long for that feeling to not feel at all The higher I get, the lower I sink, I can't drown my demons they know how to swim
I guess it's gonna have to hurt, I guess I'm gonna have to cry, And let go of some things I've loved, To get to the other side, I guess it's gonna break me down, Like falling when you try to fly, It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, Starts with goodbye.
For all of you who like cats me and my brother made up this weird story because were just weird and have nothing to do so one day my brother just walks into school wearing a cat suit he's not a cat but it's him in a cat suit and everyone thinks he's a cat so our assistant principal and guidance consular try to catch him in a net but he jumps up in the air yells "meow" and then jumps into the venting system and crawls through the school and the assistant principal and our guidance consular try to get him out with a can.of tuna so then he hisses at them and contuines to creak through the venting system then he falls.out while.I'm in English class and my teacher pats him and he starts to walk along the desks and purr then.he gets stuck on my desk and jumps.on my head a 190 5'5 boy in a cat suit and he gets stuck in.net hair and I tell St him and everyone thinks I'm mean for yelling at a cat so as were walking out of school the assistant principal and our guidance consular catch.him in a net and put.him in a cage and we keep him as the school pet and everyone pats his ears and he purrs but if people he doesn't like try to pat him he hisses and swats at them so on our way home when we walk he hops along the fences teasing the dogs and when I try to head him he hisses at me and just prances his way home lol It's a messed up story but were just weird
For all of you who like cats me and my brother made up this weird story because were just weird and have nothing to do so one day my brother just walks into school wearing a cat suit he's not a cat but it's him in a cat suit and everyone thinks he's a cat so our assistant principal and guidance consular try to catch him in a net but he jumps up in the air yells "meow" and then jumps into the venting system and crawls through the school and the assistant principal and our guidance consular try to get him out with a can.of tuna so then he hisses at them and contuines to creak through the venting system then he falls.out while.I'm in English class and my teacher pats him and he starts to walk along the desks and purr then.he gets stuck on my desk and jumps.on my head a 190 5'5 boy in a cat suit and he gets stuck in.net hair and I tell St him and everyone thinks I'm mean for yelling at a cat so as were walking out of school the assistant principal and our guidance consular catch.him in a net and put.him in a cage and we keep him as the school pet and everyone pats his ears and he purrs but if people he doesn't like try to pat him he hisses and swats at them so on our way home when we walk he hops along the fences teasing the dogs and when I try to head him he hisses at me and just prances his way home lol It's a messed up story but were just weird
I'm so confused, I must be losing it, this can't be right I never knew that you could choose to love someone then change your mind So I just wonder why and was it something I said You tell me once, you tell me twice, you tell me three times more Tell me everything I want to hear and nothing more Cause you know I am on your side no matter what you do
as i walk by myself in the halls you don't think that i don't notice you all looking at me? Do you realize i can hear your wisphers and all of you laughing ? why does this mske you feel good?
Dear dad i miss you like crazy i spend my nights staying up at night wondering if you will ever come back you were my bestfriend so what did i do to make you hate me so much and make you want to leave? How come on my birthday you told me you hated me? are you even sober like you said? you might not be perfect dad but you are still my bestfriend and i love you sooo much just please dont forget me
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So i was in english the other day and my teacher and another student were talking about self harm and how they don't get the point i sat there looked at the scars on my wrist and thought to myself you really don't understand do you?♥