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Sometimes I feel like I'm >>(worthless.)
Hi there. I'm Elle, but you can call me Lel, Lelly, or Elleephunt or whatever else you can come up with.(: I'm a fun-lovin' 15-year old, and the shy girl in school. No, I don't have that 'special guy' or anything, but I know what it's like to be depressed. I cut myself, and though people don't notice me in the hallways or talk to me much, I'm always self-concious about the way I look. Just like Demi Lovato (who is my one and only inspiration in the world), I started cutting at a young age, when I was 10 or 11. I used to purge a lot, and even when I ate I gagged and had a lot of trouble keeping it all in. I try to stop now, but my parents don't really bond with me and I don't think they ever will. My hobbies are music, all things related to Demi Lovato, inspirational websites like Witty Profiles and shizz, and singing. I want to be someone like Demi, who was strong enough to face her millions of fans and confront the whole world about how insecure she really was. I fake a smile a school always, and what you'd probably call a teacher's pet. The students would make fun of me, saying 'Elleephunt's being a little goody-goody again!' I knew they were obviously just teasing me and didn't mean any harm, but it had a big impact on me. I became insecure, and fake. My one and only wish is to finally step out into the world, and not care about who I am, what I look like or how many visible scars show on my hands. ♥
Stay strong, Lovatics. ♥ ♥ ♥
Lel