I just dont get why,
or what Im doing wrong!
I tried to be your bestie,
I tried to be your all.
Im trying to be perfect,
I try to be the best,
But after all this trying,
I think it should go to rest.
I realised Im not perfect,
Theres nothing I can do!
I tried to fit the foot,
Be the perfect glass shoe.
I know I can be annoying,
I know that I wont stop!
I tried to be perfect,
But Im just not good enough.
I know that sometimes I'm sad,
It doesnt mean I'm depressed!
Buddy how i try and try
To always be the best.
"Your spoiled!" You always say,
I get alot at home,
sadly that is something,
that I cannot controll.
I know that we compeet at things,
You will try to win.
I know that it might be unfair,
That sometimes I get gold and you get tin.
I know that I can get angry,
Throw out a little tude,
Just cause the things I say
Doesnt mean I hate you!
I love you with all my heart,
This poem might not make sense!
But This is all my feelings
Expressed in elegance.
I wont add pretty fonts,
This wont be top quote!
Frankly I dont want it to be,
I just want your vote.
Do you want me to leave?
Do you want me to cry?
Would your life be better
If we both said out goodbyes?
I love you like a sister,
Your bright, sweet, and kind,
All I have to ask you,
Is is it finaly time?
Time for me to leave,
To make your days better?
If I leave you could fame,
And you will never remember.
You will be a popstar,
And I will be a fan,
Cheering you on day and day
Saying that you can.
I would say "I knew her!
We used to be best friends!
Then I messed up her life,
And put it to an end.
Now look at her shes famous!
And I am just a fan.
She is on the big screen,
And I am in the stands."
All would look and stare at me,
As though I have two heads!
"No you dont!" they would all say
And act like I'm on meds.
Would that happen if we part,
Would you get a life?
You wouldnt be sitting here
While I make you cry.
I know that if I leave you,
You might feel the best!
Anything is better
Than having a bad friend.
Id realised what Ive done,
I wish that it could change,
But my dark side it too strong
To stop this whole phase.
I know this poem might not make sense,
But I tried my best.
To show the world how I feel
About my best friend.
I know this is long,
Long and true,
But let me say to my bestie,
That I will always love you.