I always imaged that I'd write my own vows because I just knew in my heart no pre-set words could describe how I'd feel in that moment. I was silly and foolish. I was fooling to think any culmination of words could embody the elation I feel. Somehow nothing I could say would adequately and eloquently portray this beautiful picture I have in my mind of our life's together. Nothing I could say could represent how feel for you when I read back over it. Each time I'd read it I would think "this isn't good enough, this isn't strong enough, this isn't perfect."
They say at the end of these vows until death do us part. They take this matrimony to be of the physical realm. I however believe it to be more than that. I believe that we are connected by more than physicality. We are soul mates in the sense that we have different bodies but have the same soul. Life and love seem so effortless with you. Sometimes it's hard to remember what either one was like without you. So in that sense nothing can separate us, not death, not distance.
I guess what I'm really saying is I love you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. But more than that. Each day with you will feel like forever and with us facing the rest of eternity with each other I still feel like we don't have enough time together. But I am so grateful and idioticly happy that you decided to spend it with me.
KlaSz