All the people that go on Witty to vent about death, or break-ups, or about not getting this one amazing guy, listen up.
TO THE SELF-HARMERS.-- I know what your going through. I was a self-harmer for 3 full years, and I'm just now recovering. I know the pain, I've lived the pain. I know the days were your so damn vunrable you feel like a walking time-bomb, unable to tell when you going to break down for the last time. I know those days where you sit in you bedroom, alone, thinking know one gives a damn. Thinking no one cares about you. I know, the thoughts that go through your head as you slip the razor acrossed your wrist. I know what it feels like to want to die. But I'm the walking example of what you could be. You could be happy. Smiling. Your real smile. You could be loved. Because the reality is, all those people that try to help you, care about you. All your family, cares about you. Even some people on witty, including me, complete strangers care about you. Look at all the amazing things in your life, because I am sure there are alot. And don't say, you have had way to many bad things in your life to ever be happy, because look at me. My dad commited suicide when I was nine. My mother mentally abused me, and physically. I was taking away from her, and but in a foster home for a year. I now live with my grandma. I've been in a mental hospital , twice. I've tried to commit suicde, once. All of it leads up to the realization that you don't want to die, or hurt, you just want to feel alive again. The pain lets you feel alive, I understand. But only for a moment, and it scars you beautiful self. Because all of you are beautiful. No matter what ANYONE, has to say. The first step to recovery, is to admit you have a problem. I am here to help. And talking to someone, helps alot.
TO ALL THE GIRLS WHO JUST GOT OUT OF A BREAK UP OR CAN'T SEEM TO GET THAT ONE GUY-- If he has the balls to break-up with you, and have no remorse for your heart, then he did you a damn good favor. I mean, would you rather you guys have married, and be misrable, and have kids, who are also misrable. No, I don't think so. And if you do, well then. Addmit yourself into pine rest. A mental instatution. You all deserve so much much much better. Some one who is you other half. And you have your whole lives to find him. And as for that guy you can't get, if your trying to talk to him, trying to reach out, and he keeps backing down, Maybe he's shy, lay off and give him time to come to you., And those of you who don't try at all, say hi to him in the halls, or even smile at him. A little goes a long way.
<3 Mariah.
KingRiah