I am a horrible friend.
About a couple of months ago, my friend started going out with this guy she's liked for a really long time. I was happy for her but a couple of weeks into the relationship she told me things weren't as great as she expected them to be.
I helped her and supported her until they finally broke up a couple of months ago. Then about a couple of weeks ago, her ex and I started talking, because we are all in the same class.
I always gave the appearance that I hated him but lately things been changing. Then last night, we had a discussion and we decided to go out but keep it a secret from everyone until we could figure this out.
But I was texting him the whole time I was out with my friends last night, and my friend and his ex was with me. I couldn't help but feel really guilty. He would be my first and I kind of really like him.
What do I do? I REALLY don't want to hurt my friend, but I don't won't to stop talking to the guy either.
Help?