you know what really bothers me?
i see all my friends in amazing happy relationships. some of them have been together for years now. they all tell me that im an amazing person, and that any guy is crazy not to have me, and if i keep on waiting, ill find someone just like they did, and i will be the happiest girl in the world. but here i am, never been in a real relationship. & its not the fact that im single that bothers me, its the fact that it makes me feel like something is wrong with me. that im just not good enough, & i will never get that amazing relationship my friends are talking about.
thats what bothers me.