Well, here's my heart and feelings, spilled out to you upon this piece of paper. Do you want to know what's really on my mind? The truth of the matter is I can't get you out of my head. Whenever I think 'happy' I think of you. There is just something you have that can brighten up my day in an instant; you have this way of making me laugh when I don't even feel like smiling. She may tell you about how much she likes you, but she doesn't have anything on me. Yeah, she might be braver than me, probably more fun to be around sometimes, & is more blunt than me, but that's because shes not afraid of you like I am. You make me nervous, not in a bad way, but I have this unbearable fear of rejection. I don't want things to be awkward around you if you end up liking someone else more than me; I want that friendship we have to stay with us no matter what, & she's not afraid of that. She may claim to have had her heart ripped out at one point or another, what girl hasn't? But she doesn't really know what I have been through in the past. I don't want to be the "overly obsessive, drama filled, cant-stop-staring" kind of girl to you. I want to be the "beautiful-but-doesn't-know-it, I-love-her-so-much" kind of girl. So maybe I don't tell you just exactly how I feel because I'm afraid you may think I'm trying to move too fast, or maybe I'm afraid to tell you because I love you so much that it might just break me in two if you say you just don't like me that way. Nonetheless, I know you're not going to wait on me. She's already told me that I need to figure out what the hell I'm doing because shes not the 'patient' type, but I promise not to keep you waiting forever. If you promise to be sure about your feelings & take a look around for a minute, you might just find that the best thing that has ever happened to you is one of your best friends, laughing with you every day, all day long, from day one.
JohnGottiLuva