I know im making my self ill
I know im hurting my family
I know i need to stop
i loved my grandma .. she was amazing :) she died aged 95 on 10th june 2010 i will never forget her!
i remember me thinking she was in a better place and i was looking forward to her fuenral to say my final goodbyes....
the day before my grandma's funeral i was hospitalised due to dhydration* and lack of food!
I missed my grandma's funeral and i will never forgive myself!
i got told that my body was shutting down and if i wanted to live would have to eat
my grandma guided me into recovery she was the best grandma wont forget you ever
you saved my life <3