.. I think I'm going through depression.. I feel like cutting.. I was so proud of myself.. I haven't done that for about over a year until now.. my break up was so harsh, the feeeling of being used, made me over think.. Losing someone, and still thinking about it.. even though it's been 7-8 years already, really f/cking hurts.. I've lost so many good people in my life, over the stupidest sh*t ever.. I miss having that someone I lost, 7-8 years ago.. here for me.. He always made me happy, did what it took to see a smile on my face.. made me laugh, treated me as his little sister, didn't let anyone hurt me.. but he's gone.. and he's never coming back.. :'( I miss him so much! </3 he wasn't just my cousin, he was the big best brother I've never had.. and I lost him.. that sh*t hurt so f/cking bad :'( ... My break up, was so hard on me.. I'm young, but being with someone over 1 and a half year.. meant something.. I hate this so much, and I don't know what to do anymore.. I feel unwanted, hated, used, worthless, helpless, alone.. depressed.. someone please help me.. :'( I'm so close to letting go.. I can't hold on any longer...