I'm slowly falling a p a r t
I wake up later for school, not earlier than i have to like I used to do. I find myself not focusing in class or on homework. It takes me forever to fall asleep at night and I wake up countless times in the middle of the night. I cry when I get frustrated and when I get the littlest bit mad. I've stopped eating breakfast and I eat a very small lunch. I always yell at my parents for the stupidest things. I blame things on others. My grades are only good because I have to try extra hard even if it means staying up late or doing my homework in other classes. And finally, I can barely look at him without going back to the past and thinking of what could have been if I didn't rush liking him.