i fre aking loved him</3
He's a year older, blonde shaggy hair, and not the hottest guy ever but hes beautiful to me. He has the most gorgeous eyes I've ever looked into and i would do anything for him. I miss him so much it hurts, just thinking about him makes me throw up, my stomach begins to hurt and all the memories flow back into my mind and my whole body shakes. I would take him back as mine in a heart beat. I used to sit on his lap, and he would lift my head up randomly and place a gentle kiss on my lips ♥ It was a feeling i know I have never felt before. But then one day he called me and said "I don't love you, i never did" i could hear his voice shaking, I could see the tears in my mind of his face forming beneath is beautiful eyes. I don't know why he said this and I don't think i ever will. But later that month, my dad dropped me off at the movies to meet some friends and see a comedy. As i was rolling up the window when we pulled in, i saw him. I thought the pain has gone away from me, but now it all just came back. He caught my presence and we just started at each other, soon the tears began to come and i turned around, facing my dad, holding out my hand for money. My dad looked at me for a few seconds ...
dad- do you love him?
me- yes.
dad- he loves you
me- i wish
dad- i know he does
me-how?
dad- he looked at you the same way i looked at your mother when i first met her and he dropped a tear when you looked away...
i miss him.
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