I hate how people say "i cant live without him/her!" while going out with someone. Then when they breakup they move on to another person. Like no. When I say it, I really do mean it. I wouldnt be able to live without my best/boyfriend Nicholas or bestfriend Nabeeha. If it wasnt for them, i WOULD have killed myself last year. If it wasnt for them, I wouldnt be here. They literally are keeping me alive. They're the only reason.❤
Its sad. It really is. When you have to look up numbers to mental hospitals because of the way your dad is acting. I feel bad for him. But my mom cant handle this and I dont wanna see anything happen to her. My dad isnt a bad person. Although thats how people see him. Its just that my parents have mental issues. A lot.. And a lot of people just wont understand that. :l
Alright. So I shouldnt yell at my dad. But when he treats my MOM the way he does. HOW CAN I NOT? Me and my brother, we will handle ourselves. But my mom cant do it. SHE DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER! And everyone treats her like sh-t! This is SO messed up.!
People say I have an awful life They say I deserve better That I'm beautiful That I'm such a good person.. But I don't believe them. This is my life, whatever is in it has a reason. Its what I deserve. They don't realize that.. I'm really not a good person, either. I hurt people. A lot.