GoodGirlGonaBad
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1 decade ago
everyone at that party...thank god it was our last year at school all together, so half those people who heard i haven't talked to since then... reply
GoodGirlGonaBad
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1 decade ago
this boy made me insecure, so i cut, then he found at a pool party, and its just been going downhill from there...fast... reply
GoodGirlGonaBad
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1 decade ago
thats why i do my stomach too! and so its easier to hide, but mainly because i feel fat and it just makes me feel thinner is i slowly cut away at the fat...i feel so fat all the time..i starve....and i just poured me heart out to a stranger who i met at a friends bday, bcuz he was prying, and ughhhhh nothing is going right!!! since this summer its been living hell....ive tried to kill myself by swallowing some ear cleaner, but i guess it wasnt enough...:/ reply
GoodGirlGonaBad
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1 decade ago
I think my mom abuses me. I've been cutting for a while. I try forcing myself to throw up, and i try starving myself. I dont know how you can help, because i wont listen, I just have to get this off my chest...and i want to see if maybe you can help. myabe you'll be the one to break through to me.. reply
GoodGirlGonaBad
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1 decade ago
happy wasnt the right word. just to make me content until later on, not tearing apart my stomach into a huge red mark in 10 minutes... reply
GoodGirlGonaBad
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1 decade ago
no, my mom would LEGIT murder me. she would beat me to death if she knew. and i know. it just gets rid of everything else. the only problem (or plus for my friend who found out...) it that i only have crap blades, so i can just do scratches. yea the bleed for a while, but its never deep enough to make me happy... reply
GoodGirlGonaBad
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1 decade ago
right? its like hell, knowing what your doing, and still doing it... reply
GoodGirlGonaBad
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1 decade ago
ya, I'm in my room 24/7, texting, cutting, listening to music, crying, or on witty.... reply
GoodGirlGonaBad
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1 decade ago
sometime I think me in general just her off, because my dad will ask about my day at school, so I'll start telling him something funny that happened, or something like that, and she'll just blurt out everyone shut up, it's too loud in here, your sisters trying to talk, then 2 minutes later she'll be like, GIA SHUT UP! and she could be at my brothers when i walk by, so she'll yell at me for going to get food instead of cleaning my room, even though it never gets that bad cuz im afraid of her getting again. reply
GoodGirlGonaBad
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1 decade ago
no she had an average childhood, ups and downs, but nothing bad. I think it's just her temper, because I kind of have it, I just have better control. Thanks. I like your page btw. reply
GoodGirlGonaBad
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1 decade ago
well, I don't think he sees it as abusive, but he does try to calm her down, and he tries to talk to me. I won't let him though, because he normally sides with her. She drags my little brothers up the stair and slaps them and throws them into their room, screaming. I get the worst of it, though, which I'm grateful for, because I can't stand to see them get hit. They only get it when she's really , but she has a short temper and goes off easily. When she's not mad though, she's really nice. I'm just...lost...right now... reply
GoodGirlGonaBad · 1 decade ago
totally
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GoodGirlGonaBad · 1 decade ago
everyone at that party...thank god it was our last year at school all together, so half those people who heard i haven't talked to since then...
reply
GoodGirlGonaBad · 1 decade ago
this boy made me insecure, so i cut, then he found at a pool party, and its just been going downhill from there...fast...
reply
GoodGirlGonaBad · 1 decade ago
thats why i do my stomach too! and so its easier to hide, but mainly because i feel fat and it just makes me feel thinner is i slowly cut away at the fat...i feel so fat all the time..i starve....and i just poured me heart out to a stranger who i met at a friends bday, bcuz he was prying, and ughhhhh nothing is going right!!! since this summer its been living hell....ive tried to kill myself by swallowing some ear cleaner, but i guess it wasnt enough...:/
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GoodGirlGonaBad · 1 decade ago
I think my mom abuses me. I've been cutting for a while. I try forcing myself to throw up, and i try starving myself. I dont know how you can help, because i wont listen, I just have to get this off my chest...and i want to see if maybe you can help. myabe you'll be the one to break through to me..
reply
GoodGirlGonaBad · 1 decade ago
happy wasnt the right word. just to make me content until later on, not tearing apart my stomach into a huge red mark in 10 minutes...
reply
GoodGirlGonaBad · 1 decade ago
no, my mom would LEGIT murder me. she would beat me to death if she knew. and i know. it just gets rid of everything else. the only problem (or plus for my friend who found out...) it that i only have crap blades, so i can just do scratches. yea the bleed for a while, but its never deep enough to make me happy...
reply
GoodGirlGonaBad · 1 decade ago
right? its like hell, knowing what your doing, and still doing it...
reply
GoodGirlGonaBad · 1 decade ago
ya, I'm in my room 24/7, texting, cutting, listening to music, crying, or on witty....
reply
GoodGirlGonaBad · 1 decade ago
sometime I think me in general just her off, because my dad will ask about my day at school, so I'll start telling him something funny that happened, or something like that, and she'll just blurt out everyone shut up, it's too loud in here, your sisters trying to talk, then 2 minutes later she'll be like, GIA SHUT UP! and she could be at my brothers when i walk by, so she'll yell at me for going to get food instead of cleaning my room, even though it never gets that bad cuz im afraid of her getting again.
reply
GoodGirlGonaBad · 1 decade ago
no she had an average childhood, ups and downs, but nothing bad. I think it's just her temper, because I kind of have it, I just have better control. Thanks. I like your page btw.
reply
GoodGirlGonaBad · 1 decade ago
well, I don't think he sees it as abusive, but he does try to calm her down, and he tries to talk to me. I won't let him though, because he normally sides with her. She drags my little brothers up the stair and slaps them and throws them into their room, screaming. I get the worst of it, though, which I'm grateful for, because I can't stand to see them get hit. They only get it when she's really , but she has a short temper and goes off easily. When she's not mad though, she's really nice. I'm just...lost...right now...
reply