Sometimes we say that
WE GIVE UP
Sometimes we say that
I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE
Sometimes we say that
I'VE HAD ENOUGH
Well guess what we say these things but we never mean them, not all of us just give up and not all of us have actually had enough. Were people, we have feelings, and some of us dont know how to express them. I'm right there with you. It sucks I know, we feel that we have to be strong for everybody else, we laugh and smile even though we know were dying inside, were so broken that we can't feel anymore. But we can't let anybody see that, because no one has seen that part of you, you dont want people to see how hurt you really are.
I promise that this feeling will pass, in time.
Not tonight and not tomorrow but soon.
It will go away, and by the time it does you'll forget about him.
And eventually when you meet a guy worth your time, and your ex sees how happy you are now, its going to kill him, knowing that he hurt you so much, and now you have somebody new to make you smile. i promise the feeling will pass. :)