People often go off and try looking for love in all the wrong places, but the truth is you can't find something you can't see. Love is a sense of emotion, not a scavenger hunt. We are also often unhappy with love when we do have it. So we strive to be better with the high hopes that maybe one day it'll change and work itself out. But that's just most often for most people. I, myself always seem to find the heartbreak without looking for it. I often find myself stumbling upon love as if it's something I need to conquer in order to move on with my life. Well I'm hoping for love, and conquering the heartbreak. And I'm not moving on. I'm being swallowed into the confusing down-ward spiral called love that can make or break someone's life or keep them whole and happy. For me it feels like a "the glass is half-empty rather than half-full," situation. We fall for the lies, games and pity of others just because we know we won't make it out in the end. So we live for the moment. Waiting, wishing, hoping that maybe we'll have that clichè love in the movies with the white pickett fence, husband who loves you, the newlywed experience with the most cherishable baby, that's perfect fairytale life. Too bad it's not real, too bad that no matter how perfect it may seem even the most flawless of love is imperfect. Without imperfection it all seems so surreal, because it is. Things happen for a reason so you can either choose to let go and move on or dwell on the bad things that make us worry and cry. My love for you is none of these, it's opposite. It's perfectly imperfect. It's the fact that I know I've done wrong and you have too but we forgive and move on, but not forget. Forgetting is just an illusion to cover up the lies, hurt and heartbreak. I know your flaws because I know you like I know myself and I'm learning something new everyday. I love you like i love myself. I would do anything to ensure the best of life for both of us, whether it's together or with someone else ONLY because you deserve the best. I want for you like i want for myself... to be happy. I hurt for you like I hurt for myself. I love you not for where your from, where your at, or where your gonna end up. But for the sweet serenity in your soul, the warm embrace when i feel you next to me and the careful words that flutter from your heart. And with this I've realized that together we become one, but it's not two separate pieces.. your my other half. The completing puzzle piece to my jagged fragile heart. <3
i wrote this myself what do you think ?
Foreverchey