>>.Detox.<<
have you ever been in love? horrible, isn't it? it makes you so vulnerable.. it opens your chest and it opens up your heart, and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. you build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, -no different than any other person-, wanders into your stupid life... you give them a piece of you, they didn't ask for it. they did somethng dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. love takes hostages in. it gets inside of you. it eats you out then leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends', turns into a splinter working it's way into your heart. it hurts. not just in the imagination. not just in the mind. it's a soul-hurt pain. a real gets-inside-of-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. i hate love.