On this day, nine years ago ; a very beautiful women left so many people.
So here i go .
Dear Momma,
I have tears in my eyes as I'm writing this ..I know i didnt get to know you very well & i really wish i did, i was just soo little. I wonder how things would be if you were still here.. Would my hair be blonde? Would i be mean, nice, aggressive? I know exactly what id be. Like my older sister. I really wish you could have raised me like you raised her. I didn't know much when i was three... Theres soo much I'd love to tell you .. I got honors last year .. twice... I'm soo respectful to my step-mom Bobette, I'm pretty sure you know about her already . Dad misses you soo much . We all do . & if maybe you could please visit; but not scary me, it'd make me happy. Theres this boy, he broke my heart .. I'm trying to move on ... its just soo hard. I really wish you were here to help me with these things momma. Everyone walks around saying yeah my mom let me do this, i went here with my mom ... I get so jealous; i really wish you were still here. Everyone says you were such a beautiful women & yoou were such a good person . I really do wish i got to know you that well to be able to say yeah my moms soo nice ; but its not your fault you got sick . I'm really happy your out of your missery . But please, don't forget me.
I love you <3
If your still reading this . i love you.<3