January 16, 2003♥
The day I lost my big brother, forever. We never met, things were
too complicated between our dad and his mom. He was murdered,
and even though we have a good idea who it was, we'll never know
who killed him. Nine days ago, I found our sister on Facebook. We've
been talking since then. She told me he knew he had another little
sister. I was so happy when I found out. A week later I found his obituary
on our dad's dresser. My boyfriend held me as I cried. Even though I
never knew him, it still hurts knowing that I'll never be able to.
Tomorrow, March 6th, would be his 32nd birthday.
I love you Josh♥
If you read all of this, thank you, I love you alll.