it's weird to think about. it's weird to think that we were best friends just a short couple months ago. we were the type of best friends that were head over heals for each other, the kind you see in movies. you could make me laugh or smile without even trying.. completely effortlessly. you knew every little quirk of mine, and I knew all of yours. we would talk for hours, never running out of words to say to each other. it almost felt like a dream. then the conversations got shorter, tolerance of each other was shrinking also. we ended up in pointless arguments, ones that always ended in each other running back and saying I can't live without you. why would this fight be any different? I thought it was just us acting like us. one day passed since we had our fight and stopped talking.. for one day.. that's all it took for you to get a girlfriend. do you know how hard that was for me to see? all her friends tweeting about how happy they were for you guys, posting pictures and stuff. do you know how that made me feel? the second I saw that I started bawling. couldn't stop. you don't know that, and you probably never will either. a month and a half has passed and I've barely said anything to you.. you and your girlfriend are done now, but that doesn't help. I won't care unless you talk to me. I miss you. there's nothing more i want than to just be best friends with you again. but you don't want that do you? you don't care do you? I promise you will never find a girl that cares about you like I do. and I just can't wait until you realize that.