Chlohoey

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head above water this year, boys

hi i'm chloe and i like to sleep and cuddle with cute people and that's
pretty much all there is to know about me

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
March 24, 2013 12:48am UTC

Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all .

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
March 24, 2013 12:28am UTC

guys can we stop talking about mcr my emotions can't handle it
i don't like crying cAN WE STOP COS THIS IS NOT OKAY THESE
WOUNDS ARE STILL SORE I CAN'T

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
March 22, 2013 10:30pm UTC

wow look at you you're so original and creative yk
by stealing all of your jokes and quotes from tumblr
haha you're all so funny and wow special snowflakes
A+ for you
no but seriously you guys should stop cos it's getting
old like stealing another person's jokes doesn't make
you funny so just stop it isn't cute and tbh someone
should just take the internet away from you xoxoxo

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
March 19, 2013 9:16pm UTC

The good times and the bad times both will pass. It will pass. It will get easier. But the fact that it will get easier does not mean that it doesn’t hurt now. And when people try to minimize your pain, they are doing you a disservice. And when you try to minimize your own pain, you’re doing yourself a disservice. Don’t do that. The truth is that it hurts because it’s real. It hurt because it mattered. And that’s an important thing to acknowledge to yourself. But that doesn’t mean that it won’t end, that it won’t get better. Because it will.

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
March 14, 2013 7:02pm UTC

I'm f ucked up again. I shouldn't drive tonight, but I keep thinking of you.
I hurt you again. I shouldn't lie tonight, so the next few words are true.
Never again, never again, no, will I leave you high.
And never again, never again, no.
Never again, never again, no, will I leave you high and dry.
This time, I more than mean it.
I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I let you down.
I could use some poor excuse, 'cause the hardest thing to say,
It's the hardest thing to say in the world.
I'm sorry.
Yeah, I'm sorry
Well, I'm messed up again, thinking about the times I was lost and you let me in.
And I'm only human; both you and I know the way this will end.
So I say never again, never again, no, will I leave you high.
And never again, never again, no.
Yeah, never again, never again, no, will I leave you high and dry.
This time, I more than mean it.
I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I let you down.
I could use some poor excuse, 'cause the hardest thing to say,
It's the hardest thing to say in the world.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, yeah. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, I'm not what you wanted. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I let you down.
I could use some poor excuse, 'cause the hardest thing to say,
Oh, it's the hardest thing to say in the world.
Yes, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, yeah.

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
March 10, 2013 7:05pm UTC

s lut shaming doesn't make you "cool" or put above the people you're putting down.
it makes you an a sshole.

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
March 6, 2013 7:15pm UTC

really hate it when holy rollers are like, "omg why don't you believe in jesus that's a sin all answers lie in god you're going to h ell you are disgusting"
like
oh
okay
that's not very christian of you
maybe you shouldn't be so judgemental i'm sure jesus doesn't approve of you being an up-the-butt religion freak who doesn't accept other people but wants everyone to accept them kiss my a ss pls & thx :*

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
March 5, 2013 5:27pm UTC

i think we are meant to burn bridges, break hearts,
get broken, be alone, have the door slam on your face,
be weighed down and feel helpless.
⚓
i am thankful for my struggles and hardships
because they made me who i am today.

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
March 4, 2013 5:00pm UTC

if you think you're "scene" or "emo"
you should probably go take a bath
in acid idk just a suggestion oop

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
March 4, 2013 4:45pm UTC

Remember when we went to the city? You held my hand as we got off the train. And we just talked for hours, as we sheltered out from the rain. I can't sleep and I can't eat and I can't focus on this
And everything you said to me was just a lie; something to make me feel good inside. Nothing hurts harder than finding out the truth about the one thing you thought you knew.
Missing you feels like breathing.

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
March 3, 2013 9:57pm UTC

when i'm with you,
i'm at home

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
February 23, 2013 9:03pm UTC

can i still get into heaven if i k i l l myself?

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
February 22, 2013 10:39am UTC

" Van Houten,
I'm a good person but a sh--ty writer. You're a sh--ty
person but a good writer. We'd make a good team.
I don't want to ask you any favors, but if you have
time - and from what I saw, you have plenty - I was
wondering if you could write a eulogy for Hazel. I've
got notes and everything, but if you could just make
it into a coherent whole or whatever? Or even just
tell me what I should say differently.
Here's the thing about Hazel: Almost everyone
is obsessed with leaving a mark upon the world.
Bequeathing a legacy. Outlasting death. We all want
to be remembered. I do, too. That's what bothers me
most, is being another unremembered casualty in
the ancient and inglorious war against disease.
I want to leave a mark.
But Van Houten: The marks humans leave are too
often scars. You build a hideous minimall or start
a coup or try to become a rock star and you think,
"They'll remember me now," but (a) they don't
remember you, and (b) all you leave behind are
more scars. Your coup becomes a dictatorship. Your
minimall becomes a lesion.
(Okay, maybe I'm not such a sh--ty writer. But I can't
pull my ideas together, Van Houten. My thoughts
are stars I can't fathom into constellations.)
We are like a bunch of dogs squirting on fire
hydrants. We poison the groundwater with our
toxic p--s, marking everything MINE in a ridiculous
attempt to survive our deaths. I can't stop p--sing
on fire hydrants. I know it's silly and useless - epically
useless in my current state - but I am an animal like
any other.
Hazel is different. She walks lightly, old man. She
walks lightly upon the earth. Hazel knows the truth:
We're as likely to hurt the universe as we are to help
it, and we're not likely to do either.
People will say it's sad that she leaves a lesser scar,
that fewer remember her, that she was loved deeply
but not widely. But it's not sad, Van Houten. It’s
triumphant. It's heroic. Isn't that the real heroism?
Like the doctors say: First, do no harm.
The real heroes anyway aren't the people doing
things; the real heroes are the people NOTICING
things, paying attention. The guy who invented the
smallpox vaccine didn't actually invent anything.
He just noticed that people with cowpox didn't get
smallpox.
After my PET scan lit up, I snuck into the ICU and
saw her while she was unconscious. I just walked
in behind a nurse with a badge and I got to sit next
to her for like ten minutes before I got caught. I
really thought she was going to die before I could
tell her that I was going to die, too. It was brutal:
the incessant mechanized haranguing of intensive
care. She had this dark cancer water dripping out of
her chest. Eyes closed. Intubated. But her hand was
still her hand, still warm and the nails painted this
almost black dark blue and I just held her hands and
tried to imagine the world without us and for about
one second I was a good enough person to hope she
died so she would never know that I was going, too.
But then I wanted more time so we could fall in love.
I got my wish, I suppose. I left my scar.
A nurse guy came in and told me I had to leave, that
visitors weren't allowed, and I asked if she was doing
okay, and the guy said, "She's still taking on water."
A desert blessing, an ocean curse.
What else? She is so beautiful. You don't get tired
of looking at her. You never worry if she is smarter
than you: You know she is. She is funny without
ever being mean. I love her. I am so lucky to love her,
Van Houten. You don't get to choose if you get hurt
in this world, old man, but you do have some say
in who hurts you. I like my choices. I hope she likes
hers. "

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
February 21, 2013 6:27pm UTC

we're the new face
of failure

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
February 21, 2013 5:59pm UTC

I'm two cups into my coffee break. I'm sitting alone in the cafe front way, reading all by myself. I'm turning my cell off just to breathe, 'cause everyone I know just keeps calling me.
And I just need a little time, 'cause I've over committed myself.
I guess this is growing up.
I'm sleeping so little these days.
I guess this is growing up.
I'm feeling things are about to change.
I'm guessing this is growing up. Yeah, I'm guessing this is growing up.
And my mom hates my guts - she has every reason to, for all the things I do. And it breaks me just to know that I've torn her apart so many times, so many times.
'Cause I've over committed myself.
I guess this is growing up.
I'm sleeping so little these days.
I guess this is growing up.
I'm feeling things are about to change.
I'm guessing this is growing up. Yeah, I'm guessing this is growing up.
I don't wanna change. I wanna stay lying were I lay; eyes closed, set down on the pillow. Better change, before it's too late. I'm guessing this is growing up.
Now I'm done with my coffee break.
I turn on my phone, now that I've grown up.

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
February 21, 2013 5:46pm UTC

we live our lives like we're ready to die

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
February 6, 2013 4:47pm UTC

a constellation of tears on your lashes;
burn everything you love, then burn the ashes

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
February 4, 2013 8:49pm UTC

Shooting for the stars;
desperately reaching for something in the dark.

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
January 30, 2013 6:46pm UTC

tell me what your worst fears are
i bet they look a lot like minetell me
what you think about when you can't
fall asleep at night
tell me that you'tr struggling
tell me that you're scared
no, tell me that you're terrified of life
tell me that it's difficult not to think of
death sometimes
tell me how you lost
tell me how he left
tell me how she left
tell me how you lost everything you
had
tell me that it ain't ever coming back
tell me about god
tell me about love
tell me that it's all of the above
say that you think of everything in fear
i bet you're not the only one does

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Chlohoey
posted a quote
January 30, 2013 3:07pm UTC

Choose your battles wisely. After all, life isn't measured by how many times you stood up to fight. It's not winning battles that makes you happy, but how many times you turned away and chose to look into a better direction. Life is too short to spend it on warring. Fight only the most, most, most important ones; let the rest go.

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