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The Day It Ended
Part3
"Actions speak louder than words, Wesley, and I remember what you did!" I would simply not believe him when he tells me it wasn't him that made me pregnant. And even if it wasn't him, was he suggesting he knew who it was? Who else was there that tragic night?
I think I'd remember if I hooked up with somebody, especially after what happened last time. If I get another abortion it'll be the Philip incident all over again. Wesley was different, he used to make me feel safe but I just wasn't sure what to think anymore.
There was was a long pause that could have lasted the entire night until I said,
"I want you to tell me everything that happened that night"
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He told me everything. And I wrote it all down in my journal.
"After I pressed you against the tree, it all just kind of fell into place. Your the missing puzzle piece in my life. And I just want you to know that, Irene. I led you inside where we would at least get some privacy. It was a fantastic night but it is something I'll regret. Forever. You weren't easy to please and I know that hopefully, somewhere in you're heart you'll forgive me. The baby will receive nothing but love and care from a perfect family. And that's the truth."
I hung up after that.
After he tried calling back about 9 times, I had decided he deserved my answer. I called him back to explain.
"I-I respect what you've told me and trust that it's true. But we both have to be completely honest about everything here. I'm getting an abortion."
"How? What?"
"My decision is final and I'm the mother. You can't stop me. And one thing is for sure. Our parents do not find out about this, you have to promise me with all the hope you can give."
"I can promise that, even if I don't except it"
And with that, I hung up a slipped my journal underneath my pillow, kissed my teddybear, and said goodnight to the stars above my roof. If Wesley and I aren't going to be together, I'm not sure how my future would unravel.
I grabbed my phone from my desk drawer beside my bed. I slid it open and and sent one last text message to Wesley. "It's over. I'm sorry we aren't going to be able to continue from here on."
And that's when the day, June 12th summer of 2011 was declared, the day it ended.

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The Day It Ended
Part1
It was May. Me and my boyfriend had been going out for the past 6 months. His name was Wesley. He always had something mysterious about him. That's what made him most beautiful.
"Irene, The way your hair glows under the moon is the most amazing thing I've ever experienced."
I sighed. It wasn't a painful sigh, but a thoughtful kind. I ran my hands through his hair. It was medium length for a guy and a sandy brown. He's so gorgeous and he doesn't know how good I have it, being with him.
"Are you okay?"He asked.
"You know, I've had this feeling for a really long time..."
"What kind of feeling?"
"The kind you only feel once in a lifetime." I said softly.
I rolled over onto my stomach closer to him. He fell silent. I wondered if I've gone too far. I hate that about myself... Always second guessing what I say. Wesley still hasn't said anything. Then, he puts his arm around me. We're laying on the ground and I can feel the wet grass squelch from underneath me. I don't care what anyone else thinks, It's romantic to me. I love the way his soft hair feels against my forehead. And I love him. Finally, he responds.
"How?"
"Huh?" I question
"How did I become the luckiest guy on Earth to be with someone as great as you?"
This made me speechless and tears ran down my soft rosy cheeks. He wiped them from my face and left a soft kiss on my cheek. He got up and pulled me up off the ground and gave me a twirl. He pins me up against a tree, and everything afterwards is only a blur.
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I wake up alone in a basement. It's cold and dark. I'm freaking out what happened last night? Did we go too far? I have no idea what happened.
"Hello?" I called.
No answer.
I look around and see empty broken beer bottles scattered across the floor. Is that what really happened? I was scared to death at the idea that we got drunk and wild, and even more mortified when I saw a bed in the corner of the room. Wesley wasn't a bad guy, he could never let this happen to us.
I crawl onto the bed not worried about what has happened in that bed in the past few hours and only concerned about what was to become of me and Wesley. I lay there for what felt like hours when someone ripped open the door and screamed "Irene! I'm so sorry!"
It was Wesley. It did happen, I'm sure of it.
"I'm sorry that you had to sleep down here, it's just that it's our only guest room and I wouldn't sleep in the same bed as you without your consent."
I leapt off the bed and into his arms. Our song started playing again and again in my head because I have no idea how long those tan limbs were wrapped around my shaking body.
"I-I believe you." I finally stammered.
"I hope I haven't ruined our relationship because of thi--"
"No no no, it's fine, everything's fine" I assured him.
I have never more safe than here in his arms.

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