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BrokenXsmile4
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June 14, 2005 8:24pm UTC

As the days pass slowly
and the weeks creep by
I find myself obsessing
about ways that I could die.
I lay awake at night
thinking of my pain
theres no way it can get better,
I have nothing left to gain.
suddenly thoughts of death
are controlling my every move,
and every battle with my mind
I always seem to loose.
I no longer want to be around
the people that I love.
All that I can think about
is whats waiting up above.
I cut my arms with razor blades
to dull the pain inside,
but that can only lsat so long,
I dont want to be alive.
I smile when I have to.
I break down when I dont.
I know I should be strong,
but I also know I won't.
So I make a plan to take some pills.
It shouldnt take to long.
I write out notes to all my friends,
to read when I am gone.
I ask my mom to understand
that life is just to hard.
my mind cant fight it anymore,
my heart is far to scarred.
I plan it out so perfectly,
I even set the date.
I'm pretty sure I'm ready.
I know this is my fate.
My bed is made up neatly
as I take them one by one.
I start to feel a little scared,
I know Im almost done.
All that I can think about
is how I'm letting go,
and how much I love my family.
I really hope they know.
My eyes are getting heavy.
My body feels so weak.
Everything inside is numb.
That's the way it has to be.

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BrokenXsmile4
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June 4, 2005 11:03am UTC

A kiss blown is a kiss wasted,
cuz the only real kiss is a kiss tasted <3
<3 Amanda
email: BrokenXsmile4@hotmail.com

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BrokenXsmile4
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February 16, 2005 11:42am UTC

A kiss blown is a kiss wasted-
the only real kiss is a kiss tasted.
<3 AmAnDa
email: BrokenXsmile4@hotmail.com

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February 16, 2005 11:41am UTC

Boys wanna know my true profession-
it's simply the object of your obsession.
<3 AmAnDa
email: BrokenXsmile4@hotmail.com

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February 16, 2005 11:38am UTC

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BrokenXsmile4
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February 16, 2005 11:36am UTC

Some things were never meant to be,
but boy things are different with you and me.
I can tell you anything-
my hopes, my dreams, my fears...
and you'll understand-
and wipe away all my tears.
See baby I could never feel alone-
with you in my life...
ur my angel, my one and only-
my Mr. right.
<3 AmAnDa
email: BrokenXsmile4@hotmail.com

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BrokenXsmile4
posted a quote
February 16, 2005 11:33am UTC

If ur gunna talk and hate,
make sure ur facts are straight.
Cuz when you think I am,
chances are- I ain't.
<3 AmAnDa
email: BrokenXsmile4@hotmail.com

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February 16, 2005 11:32am UTC

I'd stand in front of anyone with a gun-
to put 10 bullets in my chest,
just to let you run.
Dedicated to all my girls out there!
<3 AmAnDa
email: BrokenXsmile4@hotmail.com

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BrokenXsmile4
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February 16, 2005 11:30am UTC

If you want to see the rainbow,
you have to see the rain.
if you want to see true love,
you have to take the pain.

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BrokenXsmile4
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February 16, 2005 11:30am UTC

If you want to see the rainbow,
you have to see the rain.
if you want to see true love,
you have to take the pain.

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BrokenXsmile4
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February 16, 2005 11:29am UTC

Sistas before mistas!
<3 AmAnDa
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BrokenXsmile4
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February 16, 2005 11:28am UTC

Whatever you want- I got it
Whatever you need- that's me
Feelin the flow- don't stop it
Whatever you need- I'll be

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February 16, 2005 11:27am UTC

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February 16, 2005 11:26am UTC

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BrokenXsmile4
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February 16, 2005 11:25am UTC

jealousy is a TERRIBLE disease-
-*- GET WELL SOON -*-
<3 AmAnDa
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February 16, 2005 11:22am UTC

You are my shoulder to cry on when I am sad,
you are my calmer when I am mad.
You are the one I talk to about guys,
You are the one who knows all the lies.
You are my best friend,
until the very end.
<3 AmAnDa
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BrokenXsmile4
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February 16, 2005 11:21am UTC

be who you wanna be-
not what others wanna see!
<3 AmAnDa
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February 16, 2005 11:20am UTC

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BrokenXsmile4
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February 16, 2005 11:18am UTC

If you mess with my girls,
you mess with me-
Hurt them and then you'll see-
I'll make your life a livin hell-
cuz I'd give my life for them,
and take yours as well.
<3 AmAnDa
email: BrokenXsmile4@hotmail.com

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BrokenXsmile4
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January 31, 2005 5:58pm UTC

Im tired of rumors starting-
Im sick of being followed.
Im tired of people lying-
saying what they want about me.
Why cant they back up off me,
why cant they let me live-
im gunna do it my way,
take this for just what it is...
-Lindsay Lohan
<3 AmAnDa
email: brokenXsmile4@hotmail.com

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