I know you won't love me,
But a girl can dream,
Faking a smile,
I'm not who I seem
Smiling visibly,
Laughing physically,
Dying inside,
Hating the ride.
A waste of time,
A waste of space,
Living a lie,
Losing the race.
Wishing to die,
Wondering why,
Living in pain,
Crying in vain.
Cutting away,
Hoping for death,
Finally there,
You know the rest.
I used to hope,
But that was before,
When death knocks,
I'll rush to the door.
Life is a game,
You just can't win,
You're bound to lose,
From the second you begin,
All hello's,
lead to goodbye,
And leave you staring,
Wondering why.
Unsure why we go,
through all this pain,
Too much trouble,
For such a silly game.