Dear friends and family, I don’t really know how to start this letter, but with a simple sorry. I am ever so sorry. Secondly, I don’t really know how to continue this letter, but I must say more. I must tell you that this is not really my full choice to leave you. I want to stay, but it is ripping my into pieces seeing you be brought down by my constant depression, and I myself having to sit there watch you cry your tears as you attempt to scrub away blood stains and hide all the possible suicide options, its just unbearable. I want to make things easier on you guys. I will surely miss Ronnie and Michaela; they are truly the best siblings ever. You are probably asking why I did this, right? Dad I know we lost mom last year and you took it hard, but I took it harder. That was the start of my depression. Then when Nan passed, oh I took that the absolute worst. Let’s not forget the baby that mom was supposed to have. Did you know the gender? It was a boy! Just like you wanted. He was gonna be little Jayson, mom was going to tell you that night at dinner. Anyways, continuing on, I’ve already lost faith in myself and I feel like it’s my time. I never did anything right in my life, and now I will have a fresh start in my next life. I’m ever so sorry, and I hope that you can understand. I really don’t want to leave, but I feel as if I have no choice, plus there is no turning back. I have successfully swallowed some pain killers, so know that it won’t hurt as much. I’m really sorry.
Sincerely, With Love, Skylar.
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