Won't you stop? I never asked you to continue I never even wanted you I don't understand you I don't want you I don't like the way you talk I don't like the way you text I don't like the way you think I don't like the way you express I don't like the way you treat someone I don't like the way you try I don't like the way you're doIng everything I don't like the way you hurt I don't like the way you act I don't like the way you don't think I don't like the way you phrase I don't like how you don't understand I don't like how you are not the one i wanted to be I have millions of things i hate about you but not a single thing i like about you so just go.
Are you happy? that you are unsure and unaware of everything that's always been around Are you sad? that you missed chances that you could have easily gotten Are you confused? wondering why or where or how you are stuck Are you angry? hurting your own storybook with wrong paths Are you done? is a stupid question to ask because you aren't
It's been so silent where have the months gone? I'm still struggling I thought I was over it but I wasn't. Hate to see everything fall apart Hate that I don't feel important anymore. Or Maybe I never was. Why do I complain? I'm so selfish I'm never okay with what I have. Please don't go I'm weak I can't survive on my own I'm tired Can I get a break?
I can't imagine how much it would have hurt I can't let it go I can't take my words back I can only try to fix But it's not about me- It shouldn't be. I feel so selfish. I'm sorry. A thousand sorries will still won't be enough. It hurts that I hurt. It's not okay. I lie when I say it's okay.