I think that everything inside of me, all the secrets, all the stress, all the worries, are starting to physically harm me, I can't sleep anymore, because I'm afraid I'm going to wake up and somebody is going to know something about me that they weren't suppose to, I don't eat very much, because I lost my appetite because of stress. I'm moody because I think nobody understands me, and that everyone hates me. I just don't know anymore, I feel it eating away at me, slowly, I feel sick all the time, and I don't really understand why. It might be because I'm depressed, but I forced myself to believe I'm not.. I don't know. I'm afriad.