this is my secret:
Well, two weeks ago my boyfriend left me, my world. I saw him two nights ago, yes we're in the process of working things out but... Ever since the break up nothing has gone right. I'm physically & mentally messed up. It's been 8 days and I have not eaten, I'm not hungry, & I wanna be hungry, but if i eat it just comes right back up. I cut myself because i dont know how to handle the pain with everything going on. After the break up i found out my aunt is going to die from cancer, as well as someone very close to me is going to die as well. I'm about to be sent to a hospital for the second time for my health. I've lost intrest in everything, I've lost my friends, I've been losing so much weight, I've never felt so alone. I feel so alone to the point, i dont know what to do, I feel so alone even in a crowded room. i'm lost, and alone. i hate my life, and everything about myself </3
- this is my personal secret i needed to vent.